sometimes i wish i wasnt so emotional.
sometimes i wish i knew just once person to turn to when i need to.
no wait i know. but i also know that its going to be one hell of an emotional roller coaster.
and im just not ready for that.
not ready i say, but when would i ever be i ask.
maybe sometime soon, maybe never.
can i even say, please help me help my stubborn self?
damndamn