its crazy, for the past four days, everytime we sit down to study we argue.
i hate arguing, i just want you to listen and understand.
why do you always need to prove your point all the time?
and do i always have to swallow and not assert my point? no im stubborn, too bad.

and you dont even apologize.

just stop it alright. stop arguing with me.

actually on second thought,

i'm going to end this blog.

but no im not going to delete it, too much of my life is pumped into this, so instead, i'll just leave it here. (:

UNTIL YOU HEAR MORE FROM ME! love you guys!

BACK FROM THE WORLD,

hello world, (:
its finally the end of school term and i have alot more time to do the things that ive always wanted to do. and at the same time, im going to do some majot revamps in my life. this blog is going to be slightly more personal, with references to as much as i can, both plus and minus if i can. i find that writing helps me to think through events, and hopefully after thinking twice about it, i would be able to one day confront my silly old self.

disclaimer though, after this revamp, entrees are not meant to be offending in any way.
well, its 4am in the morning anyhow! so i would just leave the world with one piece of news,

CANDICE YE IS ATTACHED, <3 no surprise, but it feels just right this time. (:
and yes i'd take things step by step, love you world! (:

"Love the animals: God has given them the rudiments of thought and joy untroubled"

~ Fyodor Dostoyevsky

i know i have not been updating, but theres simply no time.
i feel sometimes, ive been reduced to a lifeless form, no passion no interest, coupled together with the sad fact of the loss of contact with friends.

its not easy to keep up with them, its not even easy to keep up with myself. this is all such a struggle and a battle.

well friends, feel free to email me though, (: candice.ye.2008@smu.edu.sg im so immersed in school id definitely read your mails, and reply too for that matter of fact! (:

things just done go right, right when you want it to.
thanks to the rain, and the sudden blackout in the house again.
my laptop is officially gone. it cant be turned on even with the battery placed in without the plug.
ABCDEFG. this is the 12345678910 time already!

WHAT THE ERRRFFFFF.
:(
have you any idea how much i DETEST technology. I DETEST DETEST DETEST DETEST I.T.!

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOP, IT COST BE $2500 just to get it, and it failed big time, i hate hate hate it. ROAR!
die toshiba die

sometimes i return to this blog and i take a read, and it seems as though im some emotional kid with a whole lot of willful problems, but i guess thats only cause i turn to this outlet as a form of release. where its easy to rant, and no one to judge you directly. readers usually draw their own conclusions.

so here i am again, feel all rather out of sorts, again.

is there ever no space for true self happiness and a sense of security from the things you probably THINK you love the most?
maybe hippopotamuses were my form of indulgences, until i grew up.
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take things on a merry note candice, take say for example, your lovely mother bought you tiger balm muscle rub because she knew your muscles might ache when you go to laos. its a sweet thought, and i really appreciate it. see these kinds of small things should just fill your entire world with smiles. smile candice smile.

its an internal conflict, all on your own again.